Still 13th October

But with all of these when I think about it ,it's so hard to know this bad situation has been continuing  till at least 2 years later, it isn't ? 

It means that in that situation every moments  u r hopeful that the better & perhaps dreamy one will come in , but this way perhaps 2 years later.....
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Tonight as we were walking in the pedestrian, they mentioned & said: look!! She is one proportional fat.
I didn't know was that a good description or not🤔🤔 but as always annoyed me absolutely
I'd like to think if I was six hundred twenty two years later it was much better than these but earth history & my mind doesn't say it at all.
Perhaps the best way is fleeing from the people & living amidst an isolated village in the Mt.

13th October

In my opinion the best & luckiest thing for each one whole of her/his life is that knowing & having Info about future . Imagine a juvenile who has ability & skill & even try a lot for her/his goal; if exactly that time she/he knows about her future & has sure she/he meets her/his objectives certainly,  some things like stress has been disepeared.of course I have sure if it was this way I even was unlucky in the dream.

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Actually,  what thing is more better than my good feeling about myself !!
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As they goes I can find & feel maturity in my thoughts, treats & even my face ; & the thing is 《as they goes 》 & this is exactly what I
want & makes me happy.

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Yep, one af the beautifulest sentence that I ever had listened is that ,people who comment about every things such as others' life details very professionally, they r just who comment & then blow over,  the thing which I felt it compleatly.